作曲 : William Warren Lauterbach/Jeffrey Zane Frye My friends all think I'm crazy I feel like I'm insane It makes more sense to die Then to always feel this way I'd rather break my body I just want back control So is there anybody To explain why I'm alone? 'Cause I hate this shit But I can't say shit Without drawing attention And I hate this shit But I can't say shit Without burning my bridges I want out I want out right now But I'm afraid of what happens now If I give in If I give into the pain What can I say? I'm so afraid I see a million doctors Choked down a million pills I smoke until I'm rollin' I drink until I feel Let me get a shot of whiskey Can you pass another bowl? I'll drive home a little sloppy Paranoid and miserable 'Cause I hate this shit But I can't say shit Without drawing attention Ha And I hate this shit But I can't say shit Without burning my bridges I want out I want out right now But I'm afraid of what happens now If I give in If I give into the pain What can I say? I'm so afraid I'm so afraid