[00:00.00] 作曲 : Cameron Smith
[00:13.50]I know you don't want to talk,
[00:14.92]but...I just hope you listen
[00:17.51]I've seen more suitcases on your bed than times I've seen your bed made
[00:21.26]Bad days and sad ways to reconnect
[00:23.44]I can live without you by my side,
[00:25.68]but I can’t live next to you showing neglect
[00:28.56]I need a parental advisory sticker on my regrets
[00:30.86]I need internal revival with dinner to find my vest
[00:33.90]I need a maternal but fatherly figure to put a heart in my chest
[00:36.02]I need bare rental of bodily fixtures to somehow feel the rest
[00:39.96]I need poison in my lungs and in my heart
[00:43.88]I need a staple gun with one bullet left
[00:45.62]to pin my insecurities to the front of my chest
[00:48.22]I need forgiveness
[00:49.40]I need a miracle
[00:50.38]I need the miracle we call "forgiveness"
[00:51.86]I need a witness
[00:54.24]I can't move back in my dad's house,
[00:55.84]he has space for a vacant body
[00:57.33]The lab's out and the results are down
[00:58.95]The first failure of a forsaken robbery
[01:01.02]stealing the currency we used to bring peace
[01:03.60]Please, pray for the living
[01:04.97]I'll handle the deceased
[01:07.27]When a swan song is a wrong call,
[01:08.86]block numbers and shock collars in a studio apartment by the locked cellars
[01:13.03]Where every word is poison but the poison tastes like honey
[01:15.66]and money is the exception to the words we cannot speak
[01:19.53]It's a breach of betrayal, a renewal of pain
[01:21.71]Stain after stain,
[01:22.79]cut the nerve to the membrane and escape through the release
[01:27.06]I need less of what I have and more of what I lack
[01:30.14]I need to forgive myself so I can have my friends back
[01:32.23]I need to move up,
[01:33.04]I need to move down
[01:33.90]The sound of my voice bouncing off the walls is always a letdown
[01:36.20]So I set down the nightgown and hear the rain pound
[01:39.72]The same sound on paved ground or bloodhounds making a runaround
[01:42.01]Making the sun go around, making gravity hold me down
[01:45.90]Demanding gravity's attention every time I feel down
[01:48.36]So cut the nerve to the membrane
[01:50.84]Chemically speaking, I pray to God when we can breathe in space
[01:54.59]So the brave souls in grave cold can meet someday
[01:57.17]And we can all escape
[01:59.47]I need God to look less like me and more like God
[02:02.30]I need to look less than me and more like God
[02:04.86]And stop making photocopies of the same sheet music
[02:07.79]and use it to reach a pulpit
[02:09.28]To each a steeple of gold,
[02:10.62]melt it down to a calf as I feel the pain in my calves
[02:13.96]Spitting on the face of a man hanging on a tree
[02:16.38]then begging on my knees to also bleed
[02:18.60]So the grays that took place in my pain won't feel so foreign
[02:21.78]even though it feels complete
[02:24.86]I need to stop breathing quickly so I can breathe in deep
[02:27.89]I need to wake up my heart but let my mind sleep
[02:30.71]I need poison in my lungs and my heart
[02:33.38]I need a staple gun with one bullet left
[02:35.32]to pin my insecurities to the front of my chest
[02:37.92]I need forgiveness:(
[02:39.11]I need a miracle:(
[02:40.27]I need a miracle we call "forgiveness":(
[02:42.28]I need a witness:(
[02:43.76]I need sleep:(
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