作词 : Kss Z
 作曲 : Kss Z
Smokt up a pack of Marlboro at this noon
Sit around and there aint no one else in this room
No class today ye I'm feeling so cool
Got my headphones on see what I'm bout to do
I hate being out there hearing all the noises
Hate being shy and awkward while I'm changing faces
Hate talking with people they dont know what Im saying
Leave me alone Its just me and my craziness
Ye smkn alone
I love the feeling when I alone and
Music playing round my head its so high
I s alone and d alone and think of crazy things alone
I aint not that social type of guy I just know
I see beauty I see peace
when the ashes falling down like
leaves from the tree
like a dream
and indeed
Imma need moments just like this to keep me more legit
to be another self-hatred bit complaining bout my week
Used to be weak
Used to get home after bully and think about why they were mean
Figured it out
But bad days just keep you from breathing
If you can't just get some relief
Now I'm a frk
Dreaming bout scary things
Every night barely sleep
And I'm stuck with these false memories that root in my mind
Now my feelings are sh
I felt like people are gone
Brothers and sisters I never had none
Felt like a nun
Don't have no friends and no fun
Being that one on the run
I've been searching for someone
that might understand me
that keep her love with me
that wont never leave me
that may be the one providing the cure for me
so that I wont never lose myself
In mood when scrd when evil astood
Chaos is what I went through
I gotta fight with the darkness inside of my mind
They thrive wherever I'm dived
I'm tired of facing the issues that happen in life
How bout some funny disguise
I'm standing in spotlight
Smiling to everyone like I am alright
I hate being out there hearing all the noises
hate being shy and awkward while I'm changing faces
hate talking with people they dont know what Im saying
Leave me alone Its just me and my craziness
I hate being out there hearing all the noises
hate being shy and awkward while I'm changing faces
hate talking with people they dont know what Im saying
Leave me alone Its just me and my craziness
I take my lyrics as mds
I treat my fans as guests
I write my life as rap
I wonder when I'll be mad and crashed
But they just laughed
they just tore my dream in half
Flick it like cigarette ash
They just ripp off my only hope that's left
Seduce me with dough and check
Nope, I better stay poor
Road, I'm walking on foot
Rope, been tied with me tripping me all the way down my lifeless loop
I was a fool when
I got locked by those guys in school
Got pushed in a diving pool
Now I'm rewriting rules
I'd fight them biches like Mike would do
Been fixing my errors and bugs
They tricked me for thugs
The voices are still echoing
Still messing me
Stil l trynna sneak out the seal when I'm mentally ill
I'd been Abused
I'd been Confused
I'd been Misused
I'd been Infused
I'd been Accused
But Now I'm Excused
I gotta pray for my guilt yeye
I need some time to pray my guilt
Now It's my time to clean up my guilt and pay for the bill
So I might seen a little unfriendly and strange to you
Cuz I ain't gon show you my weakness and fumes
That's why
I hate being out there hearing all the noises
hate being shy and awkward while I'm changing faces
hate talking with people they dont know what Im saying
Leave me alone Its just me and my craziness
I hate being out there hearing all the noises
hate being shy and awkward while I'm changing faces
hate talking with people they dont know what Im saying
Leave me alone Its just me and my craziness