[00:00.000] 作词 : Kss Z
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Kss Z
[00:13.200]Smokt up a pack of Marlboro at this noon
[00:16.449]Sit around and there aint no one else in this room
[00:19.949]No class today ye I'm feeling so cool
[00:22.701]Got my headphones on see what I'm bout to do
[00:25.949]I hate being out there hearing all the noises
[00:29.700]Hate being shy and awkward while I'm changing faces
[00:32.949]Hate talking with people they dont know what Im saying
[00:36.449]Leave me alone Its just me and my craziness
[00:40.200]Ye smkn alone
[00:41.700]I love the feeling when I alone and
[00:43.699]Music playing round my head its so high
[00:46.199]I s alone and d alone and think of crazy things alone
[00:49.450]I aint not that social type of guy I just know
[00:52.399]I see beauty I see peace
[00:54.150]when the ashes falling down like
[00:56.150]leaves from the tree
[00:57.400]like a dream
[00:58.345]and indeed
[00:59.096]Imma need moments just like this to keep me more legit
[01:02.290]to be another self-hatred bit complaining bout my week
[01:06.040]Used to be weak
[01:07.041]Used to get home after bully and think about why they were mean
[01:09.541]Figured it out
[01:10.291]But bad days just keep you from breathing
[01:11.474]If you can't just get some relief
[01:12.723]Now I'm a frk
[01:13.724]Dreaming bout scary things
[01:14.723]Every night barely sleep
[01:15.974]And I'm stuck with these false memories that root in my mind
[01:18.474]Now my feelings are sh
[01:19.473]I felt like people are gone
[01:20.724]Brothers and sisters I never had none
[01:22.224]Felt like a nun
[01:23.165]Don't have no friends and no fun
[01:24.416]Being that one on the run
[01:25.665]I've been searching for someone
[01:26.665]that might understand me
[01:27.665]that keep her love with me
[01:28.416]that wont never leave me
[01:29.415]that may be the one providing the cure for me
[01:30.860]so that I wont never lose myself
[01:32.612]In mood when scrd when evil astood
[01:34.299]Chaos is what I went through
[01:35.549]I gotta fight with the darkness inside of my mind
[01:37.548]They thrive wherever I'm dived
[01:38.743]I'm tired of facing the issues that happen in life
[01:40.994]How bout some funny disguise
[01:41.994]I'm standing in spotlight
[01:43.494]Smiling to everyone like I am alright
[01:45.494]I hate being out there hearing all the noises
[01:49.244]hate being shy and awkward while I'm changing faces
[01:52.494]hate talking with people they dont know what Im saying
[01:55.745]Leave me alone Its just me and my craziness
[01:58.744]I hate being out there hearing all the noises
[02:02.494]hate being shy and awkward while I'm changing faces
[02:05.744]hate talking with people they dont know what Im saying
[02:08.994]Leave me alone Its just me and my craziness
[02:12.245]I take my lyrics as mds
[02:13.993]I treat my fans as guests
[02:15.494]I write my life as rap
[02:16.994]I wonder when I'll be mad and crashed
[02:18.493]But they just laughed
[02:19.494]they just tore my dream in half
[02:20.994]Flick it like cigarette ash
[02:22.243]They just ripp off my only hope that's left
[02:24.243]Seduce me with dough and check
[02:25.494]Nope, I better stay poor
[02:27.244]Road, I'm walking on foot
[02:28.745]Rope, been tied with me tripping me all the way down my lifeless loop
[02:31.940]I was a fool when
[02:32.631]I got locked by those guys in school
[02:34.131]Got pushed in a diving pool
[02:35.631]Now I'm rewriting rules
[02:36.631]I'd fight them biches like Mike would do
[02:38.380]Been fixing my errors and bugs
[02:40.131]They tricked me for thugs
[02:41.318]The voices are still echoing
[02:42.569]Still messing me
[02:43.318]Stil l trynna sneak out the seal when I'm mentally ill
[02:45.568]I'd been Abused
[02:46.318]I'd been Confused
[02:47.069]I'd been Misused
[02:48.069]I'd been Infused
[02:48.819]I'd been Accused
[02:49.568]But Now I'm Excused
[02:50.513]I gotta pray for my guilt yeye
[02:54.013]I need some time to pray my guilt
[02:56.763]Now It's my time to clean up my guilt and pay for the bill
[03:00.013]So I might seen a little unfriendly and strange to you
[03:03.014]Cuz I ain't gon show you my weakness and fumes
[03:05.014]That's why
[03:05.014]I hate being out there hearing all the noises
[03:08.513]hate being shy and awkward while I'm changing faces
[03:12.013]hate talking with people they dont know what Im saying
[03:15.263]Leave me alone Its just me and my craziness
[03:18.264]I hate being out there hearing all the noises
[03:21.763]hate being shy and awkward while I'm changing faces
[03:25.264]hate talking with people they dont know what Im saying
[03:28.513]Leave me alone Its just me and my craziness