[00:00.00] 作词 : Zackery Lee Rea/Cade Ethan Lewis/Zachary Ryan Hatfield/Bryan Christopher Rea [00:01.00] 作曲 : Zackery Lee Rea/Cade Ethan Lewis/Zachary Ryan Hatfield/Bryan Christopher Rea [00:15.96]"How can I get any rest? [00:20.85]Thinking about how it could change [00:23.10]This weighs on my mind [00:23.91]Staring at the sun until I go blind [00:30.42]Why am I stuck like this [00:32.52]There's no way to come back [00:39.12]I feel the same after years passed [00:39.99]Hurt doesn't end it's all I am [00:41.61]One word is all it takes [00:42.12]For someone to decide if it's time to leave [00:54.81]If I just answered the call  [00:59.58]I might not have to greave [01:03.93]I know it's wrong [01:05.01]to have these thoughts [01:06.90]It's so ****ing hard [01:08.97]living with regret [01:11.43]I never wanted it to amount to this [01:12.90]A monument to a life of what ifs [01:16.86]What could I change, [01:25.23]what the **** could I say? [01:30.84]All the pain I wish I could take [01:32.91]I just needed another day [01:37.59]Do you know how that feels [01:44.88]Staring at the knife [01:45.75]Wishing I could take back a life [01:48.24]Why the **** does this deal [01:50.16]have to be sealed [01:50.49]Do you know how it feels [01:52.56]Do you know how it feels [02:09.12]I heard it over and over again [02:12.15]that this was the last day [02:15.96]A thousand things in my head [02:16.74]that I never got the chance to say [02:21.75]I'm not a man of god but I started to pray [02:24.69]Just hoping in that place that she's okay [02:37.92]I try to get better [02:39.69]But what can I really do [02:43.29]I lost my mind losing you [02:45.21]Now everything feels new [02:47.52]The time takes its toll on me [02:55.17]I don't even know what to believe [03:00.00]I know you didn't want to be here [03:01.50]You made that so clear [03:10.83]I'd do anything [03:11.13]to bring you back if I could [03:13.35]All the tears and all the years believe me I would"