[00:00.54] Reading about Buddhism
[00:02.59] And listening to Xasthur
[00:04.80] On the subway in New York City
[00:09.12] Back when you were my home
[00:16.20] Not that long ago
[00:21.29] This (This churning life)
[00:24.63] Life (Of avalanches)
[00:26.72] Upends me
[00:27.78] Again and again (It spins)
[00:34.09] Each night (Each day plummets into night)
[00:39.48] Now my mind in the dark
[00:41.69] Brings it all roaring back
[00:48.64] That you could not bear me
[00:50.45] (Can I bear uncertainty that arrives)
[00:54.84] And the wind that came
[00:56.08] In through the door?
[01:01.23] That I can not hold you
[01:03.19] (Holding you in my mind)
[01:08.27] Our devotions mismatched
[01:13.92] (Waking up surprised
[01:15.77] With no one around
[01:17.86] And wondering "who?")
[01:24.23]
[01:24.98] We could have bridged the gap
[01:29.22] But it yawned and swallowed
[01:35.92] This world of ours
[01:39.68] That's now yours and mine (That's now mine and yours)
[01:43.39]
[01:44.01] This life bulldozed (This life)
[01:48.91] By ridiculous sensitivities (Clinging to rocks in wind)
[01:52.65] Seeing your face everywhere
[01:54.97] And there's no escape (Seeing this lost chance)
[01:57.66] Except what if we could go further in?
[02:02.46] We were each others' reward
[02:06.13] For enduring the waves
[02:17.40] ("The wages of dying is love")
[02:20.93] (Like the poem says)
[02:23.56] As long as the one last leap
[02:30.85] Into the dark
[02:33.24] Is wholehearted
[02:39.15] It almost was