作词 : Anna-Varney Cantodea
 作曲 : Anna-Varney Cantodea
I don't know where to begin,
I don't know where to start.
Oh, I loved you once,
Though you loved me not.
I accepted that, of course,
though it hurt ... a lot.
I was lonely then,
so, yes, it hurt, a lot.
You called me "friend",
your efforts, though, were sparse.
I guess, you felt there was no need,
because you knew,
you were always in my heart.
I had hoped that, maybe,
now and then you would share
at least moments of your life... -
but you never seemed to care.
You accepted me though,
and I ... I trusted you.
This is how it all began.
And when at last you said
that you honestly cared,
I believed that, too.
I believed you
to be true.
Then came the tide,
and it brought a storm.
It was bad, so bad,
like it had never been before.
I cried out in pain,
in agony and despair.
I called for your help,
but you were not there.
Like I knew, you wouldn't be.
I knew, you would not hear me,
not in time, I knew...
...And I, I accepted that, too.
I somehow made it
through that night.
I do not remember how,
do not know how I survived...
...And when, at last, you found
the note that I had sent,
all you did was pretend
that you didn't understand...
...And you never came,
you never even called!
How am I your friend,
when you do not care at all?