What is peace without chaos
And lately what planet has god been on
Why am I constantly just getting shit on
Everythings changed now it all feels like a spin-off
I guess it's my problem for caring it too much
The universe gave me more love
Than regular people can dare bear to touch
But that's the reason that everything's ****ed
There's a knife in my back
And I can't lay down
So when I die place my face to the ground
Full disrespect my self-hatred is now
The only thing I have been thinking about
I've been solving my problems with drugs and some sex
I fit in this zip got me feeling correct
I ain't origami won't fold I won't bend
But that's in the depths of my head
I don't sleep I just stress when I dead
I don't forgive and I'll never forget
You should sleep where my clothes would be kept
You should sleep in the rain with no roof on my head
I got drugs I got pain and regrets
Life's got me failing the test
What can you give when you've given your best
100% nothing less
Might as well rip my heart out of my chest
And leave me for dead
Last year alone I had 20 attempts
Had 20 doctors say I need the meds
Had 20 therapist mess with my head
Pop (?) and then I ran out of breath
Saw the light but had no hands to guide me
I stubble right through her blindly
Fell back to earth but I'm fine, see
If you wanna die quick then go be just like me
Yeah