[00:52.258]What is peace without chaos
[00:53.930]And lately what planet has god been on
[00:55.811]Why am I constantly just getting shit on
[00:57.926]Everythings changed now it all feels like a spin-off
[00:59.938]I guess it's my problem for caring it too much
[01:02.106]The universe gave me more love
[01:03.804]Than regular people can dare bear to touch
[01:05.789]But that's the reason that everything's ****ed
[01:08.036]There's a knife in my back
[01:09.316]And I can't lay down
[01:10.387]So when I die place my face to the ground
[01:12.529]Full disrespect my self-hatred is now
[01:14.566]The only thing I have been thinking about
[01:16.891]I've been solving my problems with drugs and some sex
[01:19.138]I fit in this zip got me feeling correct
[01:21.071]I ain't origami won't fold I won't bend
[01:23.422]But that's in the depths of my head
[01:44.712]I don't sleep I just stress when I dead
[01:45.940]I don't forgive and I'll never forget
[01:47.899]You should sleep where my clothes would be kept
[01:50.015]You should sleep in the rain with no roof on my head
[01:51.817]I got drugs I got pain and regrets
[01:52.966]Life's got me failing the test
[01:55.135]What can you give when you've given your best
[01:57.120]100% nothing less
[01:58.818]Might as well rip my heart out of my chest
[02:00.986]And leave me for dead
[02:02.344]Last year alone I had 20 attempts
[02:04.513]Had 20 doctors say I need the meds
[02:06.524]Had 20 therapist mess with my head
[02:08.744]Pop (?) and then I ran out of breath
[02:10.886]Saw the light but had no hands to guide me
[02:12.898]I stubble right through her blindly
[02:14.387]Fell back to earth but I'm fine, see
[02:16.215]If you wanna die quick then go be just like me
[02:19.376]Yeah