作词 : J0KER
 作曲 : J0KER
当我长大，开始变得不爱说话
似乎只有写进歌里才能让我充分表达
我的想法，开始变得可怕
但我还不能放下，我还要孝敬我的爸妈
过去的一幕一幕，在我眼前浮现
我的时间线，已经混乱
一遍又一遍，我在沦陷
在宇宙的深渊，迷茫与焦虑
我眼前不断出现各种各样的幻觉
可就是那一次次的伤痛让我警醒了过来
曾经的疑问堆积如山现在却烟消云散
我懂了，你走了，你还有多久才能回来，我想你了，我也不清楚了
最亲密的人种种变故，我开始对这世界厌恶
经历了太多，只能面无，表情地微笑，回味着痛苦
多少个夜，你用泪水掩面，无尽的思念，你只好努力大笑，告诉自己不能哭泣
只要一哭整个人就这样废了，你只能努力向前跑告诉自己做的都是对的
就算你跑不动了你也要告诉自己是不会累的，日子总会熬到头，你要相信总有一天一定会的
在最煎熬的日子里，只有自己能帮助自己
现在这个时代人人都恨不得损人利己
被逼的迫不得已，就会没了因为所以
所以我到底什么时候才能见到你

These days are really hard, they are prolly gonna be a part of my life, I’m gonna remember it write it down by heart
Sometimes I think of going back in time, back to the start, but those days are coming back again, all those dark, memories of everything
Everything is rushing all over me and my brain, it is so overwhelming and I’m again addicted to the pain
Oh god, why you are making life so difficult, why is it so hard to get over these days these days are so cold
But the point is you can’t cry even the pain is hurting you inside
You gotta carry on, whatever happens you need to move on to find the light
Yeah, find the light, and the dark knight, in the darkest night, and above the sky
Hey promise me that you won’t cry cuz you won’t die
Hey promise me that you will hold tight cuz it will fly
Hey, these days are gonna be over and I hope you can be stronger
Hey, they are gonna come back, but these days, I hope you remember
Yeah, welcome to the entrance of hell, I shout to my nightmare my demon I yell
Yeah, welcome to the bottom of hell, I’ve been suffering this from my nightmare since I was a child
Yeah, listen to the story I tell, they say nightmare’s gonna kill you, oh somebody help
Yeah, please, somebody help, they say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell