[00:00.000] 作词 : J0KER
[00:01.000] 作曲 : J0KER
[00:13.101]当我长大，开始变得不爱说话
[00:16.097]似乎只有写进歌里才能让我充分表达
[00:19.104]我的想法，开始变得可怕
[00:22.368]但我还不能放下，我还要孝敬我的爸妈
[00:25.619]过去的一幕一幕，在我眼前浮现
[00:28.129]我的时间线，已经混乱
[00:30.377]一遍又一遍，我在沦陷
[00:32.382]在宇宙的深渊，迷茫与焦虑
[00:35.387]我眼前不断出现各种各样的幻觉
[00:38.642]可就是那一次次的伤痛让我警醒了过来
[00:42.150]曾经的疑问堆积如山现在却烟消云散
[00:45.661]我懂了，你走了，你还有多久才能回来，我想你了，我也不清楚了
[00:51.917]最亲密的人种种变故，我开始对这世界厌恶
[00:55.424]经历了太多，只能面无，表情地微笑，回味着痛苦
[00:59.431]多少个夜，你用泪水掩面，无尽的思念，你只好努力大笑，告诉自己不能哭泣
[01:04.943]只要一哭整个人就这样废了，你只能努力向前跑告诉自己做的都是对的
[01:11.456]就算你跑不动了你也要告诉自己是不会累的，日子总会熬到头，你要相信总有一天一定会的
[01:18.469]在最煎熬的日子里，只有自己能帮助自己
[01:21.728]现在这个时代人人都恨不得损人利己
[01:24.732]被逼的迫不得已，就会没了因为所以
[01:28.488]所以我到底什么时候才能见到你
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[01:45.340]These days are really hard, they are prolly gonna be a part of my life, I’m gonna remember it write it down by heart
[01:51.332]Sometimes I think of going back in time, back to the start, but those days are coming back again, all those dark, memories of everything
[01:58.448]Everything is rushing all over me and my brain, it is so overwhelming and I’m again addicted to the pain
[02:04.464]Oh god, why you are making life so difficult, why is it so hard to get over these days these days are so cold
[02:11.014]But the point is you can’t cry even the pain is hurting you inside
[02:14.270]You gotta carry on, whatever happens you need to move on to find the light
[02:18.026]Yeah, find the light, and the dark knight, in the darkest night, and above the sky
[02:24.540]Hey promise me that you won’t cry cuz you won’t die
[02:27.794]Hey promise me that you will hold tight cuz it will fly
[02:31.806]Hey, these days are gonna be over and I hope you can be stronger
[02:34.309]Hey, they are gonna come back, but these days, I hope you remember
[02:37.818]Yeah, welcome to the entrance of hell, I shout to my nightmare my demon I yell
[02:45.083]Yeah, welcome to the bottom of hell, I’ve been suffering this from my nightmare since I was a child
[02:50.592]Yeah, listen to the story I tell, they say nightmare’s gonna kill you, oh somebody help
[02:57.103]Yeah, please, somebody help, they say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell