作词 : Rex Kitty
 作曲 : Else
原曲： Else
I had that bad dream again last night
Everyone love me all left so I cried
I've always been lost so I lie
I lie to people, to myself that I died
I am missing in the reality
So I'm hiding in the world I imagined
I use music to protect myself
but I still feel sad, and the outside is raining
In the nightmare the sky was so grey
I saw a tombstone in front of me
That's my own grave cuz my name is on it
I dig it out, saw the person I don't wanna be
When half my vision turned dark
I've never seen so clearly my heart
A voice called my name, smile on her rotten face
She's laughing, and I just runaway
Every morning I wake up with my demon
It turned to most part of me at some point
Keeping pissed me off that's what it does
I tried to kick it out to relax for a moment
My arms are shackled the chains are so cold
I'm locked in a dungeon no lights come in through the window
People come and talk, no one can get me out
But I still pray, somebody bring me a rainbow
The outside is raining
Where I stand is raining
My whole world is raining
There is always raining
The outside is raining
Where I stand is raining
My whole world is raining
There is always raining

Shit……
Shit, I can’t do this,
I can’t, I just……
God d*** it!

Let me tell you a story
There was a boy, when his sky turns gray, he was destroyed
It was supposed to be his best age, but dreams are gone
Because he left that place
Then he started headache
Pills like life support, it keeps hundreds day
He lost faith, he couldn't even look his friends in the face
Screamed to the girl he loved get out of his way
Pressures from all the ways, doubts from his mates
He couldn't wait, he tried to runaway
But he always says he's Okay
Even friends knew that's a lie, they never found a better way
Too many mistakes, he knew how is that tasted
Finally no one stay, he felt betrayed
Until that day, the devil came for a trade
Since that day, his heart turned to a seed of rage
I'll keep looking for a place where is no pains
Demons behind me, its whisper such annoying
Blood on my hands, I know it's coming
In the warm house, I see angles are laughing
It just a beginning
Satan's hunting
It loves my scar，am I still a human being
I think I’m dying, stop breathing
Just listen
The outside is raining