[00:19.245] I confess, I'm a mess
[00:20.472] All I ever do is stress
[00:21.550]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3]
[00:33.033] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
[00:35.014] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?
[00:36.987] Tell me, do you even feel it?
[00:38.268] I confess, I'm a mess
[00:39.307] All I ever do is stress
[00:40.414]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3]
[00:51.691] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
[00:53.944] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?
[00:55.862] Tell me, do you even feel it?
[00:56.968] I've been writing all these records with resentment
[00:58.730] Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had
[01:01.646] I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am
[01:06.351]All the **** I ever really feel is pain
[01:08.161] And I don't think you could even understand
[01:09.747] You could never understand
[01:10.822]And all the **** I ever really feel is pain
[01:12.696] And I don't think that you could even understand
[01:14.920] Nah
[01:15.819] Hold up
[01:16.331] Cause I don't think you’ll ever get it
[01:17.571] Dismissing all of my issues and tell me to be submissive
[01:19.901] Attentive whenever rappin'
[01:21.089] I focus upon the tedious
[01:22.258] I resemble my father, that's if we’re speaking of temperaments
[01:24.770] Temporarily out of it
[01:25.905] Falling off of an ottoman
[01:27.024] Noddin’, bobbin’ and weavin’
[01:28.239] I will depart out of my moccasins
[01:29.442] While I swallow klonopins and I'm taking some mescaline, ketamine and excedrin
[01:32.961] Ain't no need to exaggerate
[01:34.155] But I'll elaborate
[01:35.213] I am chemically imbalanced and killin' my serotonin from using drugs with no moderation
[01:39.035] For daily sedation, I should be placed under observation
[01:41.309] The fact that I'm faded is actually embarrassing
[01:43.360] I see this as a vice and I'm using it as a crutch
[01:45.699] But if I'm being honest with you
[01:47.022] I think I fell in love with the thought of me dying young and not reaching my full potential cause
[01:51.165] They never realize you’re great until you die
[01:53.267] I murder it all, I want to appease
[01:54.241] I bet that I'm really a beast
[01:55.117] I never release
[01:55.771] I'm giving the people a feast the way that I'm killing the beat
[01:57.499] You loving it all enjoying the ride
[01:59.028] I bet that you feeling the vibe
[01:59.929] Is that what you want?
[02:00.595] Fulfilling your needs?
[02:01.206] Now give me a minute so I can proceed, Lord
[02:02.691] Now this is not the life I really wanna lead
[02:04.469] And all my pain is transparent; It's not that easy to see
[02:06.783] I used to wanna be happy, it never actually happened
[02:09.139] So I been feeling the same just trying to live with disdain
[02:12.319] I confess, I'm a mess
[02:13.394] All I ever do is stress
[02:14.523]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3]
[02:25.622] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
[02:27.943] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?
[02:29.972] Tell me, do you even feel it?
[02:31.150] I confess, I'm a mess
[02:32.245] All I ever do is stress
[02:33.204]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3]
[02:44.488] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
[02:46.770] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?
[02:48.689] Tell me, do you even feel it?
[02:49.908] I've been writing all these records with resentment
[02:51.717] Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had
[02:54.433] I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am
[02:59.133]All the **** I ever really feel is pain
[03:00.976] And I don't think you could even understand
[03:02.644] You could never understand
[03:04.011]And all the **** I ever really feel is pain
[03:05.619] And I don't think that you could even understand
[03:07.784] Nah
[03:08.872]Tough luck, nigga, keep your ****in' head up
[03:10.557] They kicked you while you was down and now you refuse to get up
[03:12.920] You medicating every single emotion that you feeling
[03:15.128] You need to be in the dark to acknowledge all of your problems
[03:17.719] You never speak of your issues unless you writing a song or two
[03:20.045]You’re living with depression; its real and you ****in' know its true
[03:22.356] I'm guessing that it stems from the time when nobody noticed you
[03:24.817]But that was years ago and you still stuck on the same shit
[03:27.257] You need to get a grip
[03:28.076]You dope as **** and people tell you i
[03:29.530] You need to be a man and start asserting all your confidence
[03:31.938]You’re ****in' 24 and you still can’t accept a compliment
[03:34.097] You need to make a change
[03:35.160] But I know I'm stating the obvious
[03:36.567] And I wanna be better, but it's never that easy
[03:39.056] Very vivid depiction of pictures that I've been painting
[03:41.190] I promise you’ll feel my pain in a second
[03:42.687] So ill explain:
[03:43.413] Cause a couple years ago I couldn't even find a friend to call
[03:46.114] And now you hit me up like
[03:47.164] “I'm really loving your record, dawg”
[03:48.392] And people never listen; I'm speaking bout being restless
[03:50.640] I say I'm cutting my wrists and you telling me that its dope
[03:52.771] I know you praying that I blow so we can 'all get rich'
[03:55.272] “And if you make it, you can take me with you man
[03:56.773] That would be it cause I've been down from the beginning
[03:58.679]Boy, I knew you was the shit
[03:59.968] Remember when I said that you would be the one to make a hit?”
[04:02.169] Hell nah, I don't recall
[04:03.559]Suck a mother****er's d**k, b***h
[04:04.972] I confess, I'm a mess
[04:06.327] All I ever do is stress
[04:07.401]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3]
[04:18.567] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
[04:20.882] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?
[04:22.786] Tell me, do you even feel it?
[04:23.916] I confess, I'm a mess
[04:25.138] All I ever do is stress
[04:26.138]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3]
[04:37.353] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
[04:39.551] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?
[04:41.406] Tell me, do you even feel it?
[04:42.689] I've been writing all these records with resentment
[04:44.606] Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had
[04:47.390] I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am
[04:51.888]All the **** I ever really feel is pain
[04:53.825] And I don't think you could even understand
[04:55.637] You could never understand
[04:56.988]And all the **** I ever really feel is pain
[04:58.475] And I don't think that you could even understand
[05:00.700] Nah