In denial No, my life's a trial I'm not denying that every little bit hurts It's a problem that I'm not solving Don't mind admitting I feel like quitting this job For a while Getting away before it gets any worse today Your in denial and that is final Your not admitting you should be quitting All these queens and fairies and muscle Mary's The rough trade boyfriend who in his pathetic own way denies he's gay Why can't he see this is a fantasy I think I'm going mad How'd you know if your going mad? Look at me I'm lonely Look at me I'm sad I'm not denying I could be trying a little harder to deal with some of this stuff Know what I'm thinking less drugs and drinking No cigarettes and you'll feel a little less wort Is that enough? my life is absurd I'm living it upside down Like a vampire working at night Sleeping all day A dad with a girl who knows he's gay