There's this black knot inside of me It can't be cried away It will stay forever part of me I accepted it one day It can't be beaten out I'm not it's master, not it's friend Sometimes I think that it has gone Later when I'm on my own - I don't Don't you try to ease my pain I need to brood, I need to cry Let me rest, let me be Let me suffer passionately I'm on a psychologic slide I'm on a melancholic ride Walking on a flimsy rope I need „nothing" to fall With these forces I can't cope I'm interior and small At their first opportunity they attack me from the back Again I turn off the phone Feel a sudden sense of calm Don't you try to ease my pain I need to brood, I need to cry Let me rest, let me be Let me suffer passionately I'm on a psychologic slide I'm on a melancholic ride Leave me now, and I will rise When the darkness turns to light I'll tackle my day, climb the mountain Stay awhile, enjoy the sight Until I slide again