[00:01.32]I am a happy nihilist, no absolute truth does exist [00:14.77]When I decide to shake my fist, I only got myself to blame [00:24.92]Cause we’re all players and life's the game [00:27.83] [00:28.46]I only take what I need, I am so light on my feet [00:31.32]I will not stop or concede, I am not driven by greed [00:34.31]No moral compass for me, it's all just natural feelings [00:37.30]Existence has no meaning, there's no such thing as happy [00:40.21]But late at night when I sleep, I dream of more than I see [00:43.14]There's something burning in me, a driving need to be free, [00:46.15]Why do I sit here and think about the things that I need? [00:49.12]There's nothing left to believe, oh is it all just a dream? [00:53.58] [01:11.66][00:59.71]I’ve taught this to myself, piled books up on the shelf [01:17.44][01:05.48]But it still hurts like h*ll to trust nobody else but me [01:22.60] [01:23.55]I used to read everything, I used to need nothing [01:26.47]I put my money on me, I used to be something [01:29.62]Now I can’t sleep, cause I’m not happy [01:36.49] [01:55.47][01:43.34]I’ve taught this to myself, piled books up on the shelf [02:01.04][01:49.16]But it still hurts like h*ll to trust nobody else but me [03:22.52][02:09.73] [03:18.26][02:10.32]Whoa oh oh [02:21.98]Why am I haunted by the metaphysical? [02:25.01]Is it a cosmic lie or is it literal? [02:28.07]The books I read that used to free my mind [02:31.21]Have made me more blind but the truth I’ll find it [02:37.28]I was a happy nihilist [02:43.52]Now I’m wondering why I exist [02:48.75] [03:04.53][02:52.63]I’ve taught this to myself, piled books up on the shelf [03:10.20][02:58.37]But it still hurts like hell to trust nobody else but me