作词 : Connor Woodland 作曲 : Connor Woodland It's lucky that I'm gonna be here for a while I'm lucky that I just get to see you smile Cus it's been a long time now, Still on the pills, yeah I'm fearing that come down It's funny that I don't get to see you leave It's funny that you mean so damn much to me Cus your not coming back now A few piles a doubt just buried on your crown Empty shell of who I used to be, no I couldn't see, Ten feet in front of me, all my friends were so fake Yeah in high school, just that kid in the back I'm so awkward, couldn't socialize, I didn't know how to interact Had bulky glasses and a really big nose, was bullied constantly By people who thought they were better than me but there wrong Where are they now, I don't really know, don't care Got my real friends talking to me on the internet Saw faces I used to love collapse they disappear When I'm having problems and I just relapse Cus that's tough luck, bad trust, yeah it's nothing new to me Wake up, smoke lots every day feels like a dream Standing in a crowded room, I still see your face With every freckle that is on your cheek, sometimes I feel so displaced I'm not wanted, yeah I get that If you ever need me, you know where to find me, just call back It's lucky that I'm gonna be here for a while I'm lucky that I just get to see you smile Cus it's been a long time now, Still on the pills, yeah I'm fearing that come down It's funny that I don't get to see you leave Its funny that you mean so damn much to me Cus you're not coming back now A few piles a doubt just buried on your crown Death always comes at times when you least expect it I didn't mean to let you go, didn't mean to let you face is all alone Just got too much for me, Push me away then I will fall again Again stumbling down these corridors Don't know when I was happy don't remember those feelings anymore Prescription ghost, floating in the backroom soaked through Always said you were perfect and that I loved you Doesn't matter now, the dirt's on your grave Overdosing on sorrow can you tell me how to rewire my brain I'm just that kid collecting dust on your shelf I'm not perfect, yeah I know I was bad for your health Standing in a crowded room, I still see your face With every freckle that is on your cheek, sometimes I feel so displaced I'm not wanted, yeah I get that If you ever need me, you know where to find me, just call back It's lucky that I'm gonna be here for a while I'm lucky that I just get to see you smile Cus it's been a long time now, Still on the pills, yeah I'm fearing that come down It's funny that I don't get to see you leave It's funny that you mean so damn much to me Cus your not coming back now A few piles a doubt just buried on your crown It's lucky that I'm gonna be here for a while I'm lucky that I just get to see you smile Cus it's been a long time now, Still on the pills, yeah I'm fearing that come down It's funny that I don't get to see you leave It's funny that you mean so damn much to me Cus your not coming back now A few piles a doubt just buried on your crown