[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathan McCollum/Da'Ahun Oliver
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathan McCollum/Da'Ahun Oliver
[00:12.819]I open my eyes up
[00:16.695]There's somebody sleeping in the bed next to mine
[00:19.761]But I don't recognize them
[00:23.564]Couple nurses coming in the room to check on me
[00:26.631]And maybe shed light tell me where I am
[00:29.724]My legs are too long for this twin size bed
[00:33.192]She said I need rest, time to take my meds
[00:36.714]It's gonna be a long thirty days ahead
[00:40.038]I went for my phone
[00:42.391]But it's gone
[00:43.461]She said the staff searched everything I own
[00:47.038]They confiscate my razor, my cologne
[00:50.331]They made me sign a waiver, I can't call home
[00:54.443]So now I'm praying to the light on the fire alarm
[00:58.351]Thinking to myself "Look what I've become"?
[01:01.729]The tears on my face taste like alcohol
[01:05.064]I'm crawled up in a ball, fighting my withdrawals
[01:08.109]I was staring in the mirror and the man I saw was a part of the wrong I've done
[01:15.007]And It never been as clear as it is right now I was powerless all life lone
[01:21.490]I'm ready for recovery
[01:25.745]Trying on to break these chains
[01:28.354]Ready for recovery
[01:32.555]Trying to escape twin lakes
[01:35.076]It's Six AM
[01:39.128]And I don't got an appetite for breakfast, I can't make friends
[01:46.040]Cuz I don't think that I know who I am yet
[01:48.849]I flick my cigarette ash, I'm scared of talking group
[01:51.924]A girl across the room is saying how she got abused
[01:55.245]Younger kids are laughing like its funny, I am not amused
[01:58.825]I need to mind my business, that's the type of attitude I'm trying to lose
[02:02.917]Told my counselor
[02:04.263]I think that I fell out of love of living, I drink Crown by the
[02:07.673]Gallon jug, and an ounce of f**k is giving, buzz without the fun
[02:11.100]Now I'm just a violent drunk, and If I don't want to get sober
[02:14.088]Then its all over, I just hope my higher power shows forgiveness
[02:17.463]Victim, murders, drug abuse of life I live
[02:20.526]Lose my mind and then another suicide attempt
[02:23.668]So return my willing life forfeited you to drive again
[02:26.851]I'm just hoping I got time to undo the wrong I did
[02:30.350]I was staring in the mirror and the man I saw was a part of the wrong I've done
[02:37.256]And It never been as clear as it is right now I was powerless all life lone
[02:43.614]I'm ready for recovery
[02:48.007]Trying on to break these chains
[02:50.567]Ready for recovery
[02:54.842]Trying to escape twin lakes
[02:57.401]It's never too late
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