- I had these obsessive desires and thoughts wanting to control them to, ah, I don't know how to put it, possess them permanently.
 - That's why you killed them?
 - Right, right, not because I was angry with them, not cause I hated them, but because I wanted to keep them with me.
 It's a process. It doesn't happen overnight.  When you depersonalize another person and view them as just an object.
 An object for pleasure instead of a living, breathing human being.
 It seems to make it easier to...do things you shouldn't do.