I'm trying, denying, Why won't you ever talk to me, I know it, can't show it, I guess it's kind of hard to see, I'm learning, confirming, The lies a thousand times before, I know it, can't blow it, Not long before you shut the door, I'm trying, denying, I guess it's never supposed to be, It's coming down now, It's coming down because of me, When I look into your eyes, You know you've got me hypnotized, All I want is to hold on, I know all these problems just begin, It seems as if they'll never end, All I want is to hold on to you, Want to lay back and close my eyes, Dream of things I could not find, Just lay back and close my eyes, I'm trying, denying, I guess it's never supposed to be (just lay back and close my eyes), It's coming down now (just lay back and close my eyes), It's coming down because of me