[00:09.545] Way too much to get out on this page
[00:11.281] Diamond from dallas i cut her
[00:12.687] Breathing espousing my pain
[00:13.929] Sweeping my highs undercover
[00:15.196] I been sleep and lost count of the days
[00:16.464] Leap for me, bound for my brothers
[00:17.787] Squeak past the scythe for the day
[00:18.948] Receiving the crown from my mother
[00:20.146] Beacon out of speakers sound like grief in front of town hall
[00:23.418]A proud loud lost ass b***h afraid to sound off
[00:25.914] Now you gotta hear about how much the bubble down cost
[00:28.488] And you gotta hear about the trouble loving brown has brought
[00:31.159] Numbers on mental healthcare
[00:33.050] Blunders on my skin it’s scraped and bitten singed by hellflare
[00:35.288] Known since elementary they building a hell meant for me
[00:38.275]B*****s couldn't tip me off my balance we got strength
[00:40.713]Know these b*****s love comparisons but baby I ain't him
[00:43.117]These b*****s also loving hesitance i hate the standing still
[00:45.933] But i’m still standing still will brandish iron fist
[00:48.345] Real manic, still will manage rocking ship
[00:50.883] Setting low standards in the throes of banishing my fears
[00:53.384] When your ideal like feel like abandoning what’s near
[00:56.121] To your chest plate i got rest ranging in my ears
[00:58.593] On my best day i got stress anchoring the kid
[01:13.233] Gotta let the sun talk see it all clearer
[01:15.241] Several times i almost made my dawg a pallbearer
[01:17.923] Several times I made a dartboard of my face but now the heart sores is sharpening my aim and now all serious
[01:24.618] Gotta keep y’all near us
[01:25.690] Cause it’s life in my belly, knife in my belly got my all leery
[01:28.639] My stripes is a testament y’alls is accessory all showy
[01:30.628] Steady making appearances, slave to your peers cause they all knowing
[01:33.624] All growing handing off to reaper what we all sowing
[01:37.440] Life my greatest teacher and my preacher and my opponent
[01:38.303] What you posed to think of yourself
[01:40.633] When all the reasons for thinking you worth believing in is all going
[01:43.631] But staying close enough just to hurl reminders at you
[01:46.483] Had to close the book not to be dishonest with you
[01:48.914] You made me open up now i’m under fire listen
[01:51.197] Stained my opus underlined in underlying tension
[01:54.697] Verse-girl problems i couldn’t make up
[01:56.003] My brothers yeah i need them couldn’t let them change up
[01:58.953] Damily having dreams that don’t never wake up
[02:01.275] I ain’t plan to ever have to see my necklace hanged up
[02:03.562] Ayo first girl problems
[02:05.416] I was chasing hearses finna burden my mama
[02:07.412] Finna leave the serpents to encourage my patnas
[02:10.408] Love was at the table had to change up my posture
[02:13.001] Death was at my door but it was from my own knocking
[02:15.528] Met him at the porch was finna jump w no conscience
[02:18.206] Looking in the mirror make the spittle flow nauseous
[02:20.687] I was finna end it all the end of rope caught me
[02:23.737] This is omavi