i can't express my regret to you,
you said i'm the devil and you loved me to,
i wish i could tell you you are beautiful and i'm so ****ing sorry
taking pictures of your melt downs inbetween fake frowns,
and those somber eyes
nihilistic tendencies and existential slurs,
I'm going back on everything to forget what i learned,
and when i'm with you,
you answer my cry for help
I hate myself