I get the feeling that 
I’m sinking in you. 
Your hands go through me as 
I’m trying to think back on a better time. 
Like watching water in a rising tide. 
You’d not know me right now, you’d think that 
I was a man wanting to drown. 
Shaking words in my fists, pointing to all of the things that 
I won’t resist. 
Pouring out my heart and pouring one more drink to keep it calm. 
Because I think 
I’ve hit the brink and this is all 
I can take, to keep going on.