[00:14.626] Waking up to no meaning, I stare at the ceiling [00:18.524] Count the imperfections that surround my being [00:22.877] Can tell how I'm feeling [00:24.983] And it hurts more when you ask [00:26.749] [00:27.731] There's a hole in my head and heart [00:31.210] But I'm a long way from the start [00:34.353] There's a hole in my head and heart [00:37.671] But I'm a long way from [00:39.078] [00:39.793] Back when I couldn't move, was frozen [00:44.457] I told myself it's all good [00:47.717] It's only chemical (Oh-woah) [00:53.861] It's only chemical (Oh-woah) [01:00.224] It's only chemical [01:04.993] [01:06.059] I'm too shy to speak up [01:07.684] Guess I have my reasons for telling little lies [01:12.545] About those around me and what I could be [01:16.384] It's eating me alive [01:18.367] [01:19.307] There's a hole in my head and heart [01:22.495] But I'm a long way from the start [01:25.568] There's a hole in my head and heart [01:28.775] But I'm a long way from [01:29.970] [01:30.920] Back when I couldn't move, was frozen [01:35.795] I told myself it's all good [01:38.953] It's only chemical (It's only chemical, it's only chemical) [01:43.684] I want to scream, but it won't help [01:47.666] I've created my own hell [01:50.962] And It's only chemical (Oh-woah) [02:11.057] It's only chemical (Oh-woah) [02:17.191] It's only chemical [02:20.498] [02:22.221] I find comfort when they say [02:26.098] You can't sit and count the days [02:30.729] Until it ends [02:34.871] There's still times I want to break everything I've ever made [02:41.634] [02:42.655] But I've come a long way from [02:45.992] I've come a long way from [02:46.933] [02:47.735] Back when I couldn't move, was frozen [02:52.344] I told myself it's all good [02:55.619] It's only chemical (It's only chemical, it's only chemical) [03:00.475] I want to scream but it won't help [03:04.590] I've created my own hell [03:08.240] And it's only chemical [03:09.462] [03:14.955] It's only chemical (Oh-woah) [03:21.224] It's only chemical (Oh-woah) [03:27.550] It's only chemical (Oh-woah) [03:34.002] It's only chemical