[00:47.51]We'll keep calm and carry on, [00:50.56]With good intentions. [00:52.19]They'll prescribe the rights and wrongs, [00:55.13]Until we're perfect. [00:57.25]So maybe one day we'll be safe, [01:02.60]In control and full of grace, [01:06.04]Never making a mistake. [01:06.72]So flawless. [01:07.66]Cut us deeper to the core, [01:10.66]We won't feel a thing. [01:12.47]Imperfections weighing more, [01:17.97]Repressing difference. [01:18.60]I wish this wasn't all so hard, [01:21.42]To be yourself and not on guard. [01:22.60]To stop the racing in your heart. [01:25.73]We'll fight it. [01:28.16]Put me under, [01:29.10]Now I'm powerless. [01:31.54]I'll take it all, [01:32.72]I'll Take it all, [01:33.54]I'll take it. [01:34.35]I can't breathe without you. [01:36.79]You won't trust me, [01:38.47]I won't trust you too. [01:41.04]Bring me back and, [01:42.10]Bring me back and, [01:42.91]Bring it, [01:44.49]Medicate me. [01:46.80]Hide me deeper in my shed, [01:49.86]Until I'm all alone. [01:51.43]I'm hearing voices in this sound, [01:54.92]Hallucinating. [01:56.68]I could have sworn I heard it too, [01:59.05]A sudden, beautiful adieu. [02:01.80]It's telling me what I should do, [02:04.24]I follow. [02:06.74]Put me under, [02:08.68]Now I'm powerless. [02:10.67]I'll take it all, [02:14.68]I'll take it all, [02:16.55]I'll take it. [02:16.99]I can't breathe without you. [02:17.80]You won't trust me, [02:18.43]I won't trust you too. [02:19.42]Bring me back and, [02:20.55]Bring me back and, [02:22.24]Bring it, [02:25.68]Medicate me now. [02:33.62]As I'm turning into dis-reflection, [02:41.61]You can't slow me. [02:48.93]My body and my mind, [02:56.62]My emotions and my pride. [02:59.07] [03:19.14]The simplest things became the hardest part now, [03:26.79]The easiest parts have taken all my dreams. [03:32.99]I'm afraid, [03:36.29]I'll never be okay. [03:40.11]I'm afraid, [03:43.40]I'm scared I can't be happy. [03:48.07]I'm afraid, [03:50.52]This silence you feel is not a way to be sincere, I'm afraid [03:56.75]And it's a way to cope, [04:00.84]A way to heal, I'm scared I can't be happy [04:04.46]But not for me when I can't feel. I'm afraid [04:06.34]The subtleties that make me want to, I'll never be okay [04:11.59]Be alive and not a statue, I'm afraid [04:16.87]Breathe the air, [04:21.56]Be me to talk to. I'm scared I can't be happy [04:22.87]I'm afraid. I'll never be the same