The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!

You just want to hurt me
and leave me desperate!
You taught my heart,
a sense I never knew I had.

I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
You won't leave me alone!

Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in every time.
You taught my heart,
a sense I never knew I had

I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

I bet you laugh,
at the thought of me
thinking for myself (myself).
I bet you believe,
that I'm better off with you
than someone else.

Your face arrives again,
all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers
more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
there's more anger than laughter

Not now or forever
will I ever change you
I know that to go on,
I'll break you, my habit!

You taught my heart,
a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I will save myself!