[00:00.00]I'm not sure how to feel anymore
[00:04.00]Getting out of bed lately, seems like a chore
[00:09.16]And every time I love, swear my heart's still sore
[00:14.73]I can't go on like this no more
[00:43.30]I don't wanna let go, but I'm worried I may have
[00:49.28]Wish that I could redo, give my life another chance
[00:54.33]Cause' I'm afraid I may have lost something I can't get back
[01:00.00]And I'm searching, I've always been searching
[01:04.35]Wanna be myself but I know I can't
[01:06.60]I like playing hoping I don't land
[01:09.28]All this pain started crying I laugh
[01:11.71]No heart, no posting, I'm cold and fagged
[01:14.68]Ever since birth I've been a one-man band
[01:17.38]Never talk in front of me, guess they love my back
[01:20.25]I just been chilling, posting, and counting my stacks
[01:22.50]Baby come over make my forget my past
[01:47.21]And I don't wanna complain
[01:50.09]And I don't wanna change
[01:51.43]My heart is broke, losing hope
[01:53.09]Life is a game that I'm losing
[01:55.38]Tryna learn to love myself is so confusing
[01:57.44]Everybody that I know just wants to use me
[02:00.46]And I know myself
[02:07.32](Okay)Lately I ain't feeling like myself, no
[02:11.40]Shawty broke my heart and I shit her like hell damn
[02:14.25]I been reminiscing just to see where I fell
[02:16.66]I been so lost and my words won't form
[02:19.28]Don't know if I can go on anymore
[02:22.06]Getting out of bed feels like a chore(yeah)
[02:24.45]**** it I ain't gonna sing no mor
[02:27.70]I ain't gonna sing no more damn
[02:49.74]I'm never satisfied
[02:52.28]Always say I could do better
[02:56.38]Can I help the way, I feel this life
[02:59.00]It changes with the weather
[03:01.41]Someone tell me what is happening
[03:04.71]Am I just overreacting
[03:07.15]Is our love really everlasting
[03:09.99]Guess we'll find out and I try
[03:12.83](Yeah)I been tryna write my feelings inside a page but
[03:15.30]I don't think it's working cus' I'm writing everyday
[03:17.56]All my homies try to tell me that I'm faking all the pain but
[03:20.48]They don't even know me or the words that Imma say so
[03:23.55]I think I be giving in, call me inconsiderate(yeah)
[03:25.87]Imma dissapear with no evidence
[03:29.21]Sorry I'm a pessimist
[03:30.44]Don't know what a lesson is
[03:31.71]When I attempt to learn, I just forget and try to guess again
[03:34.15]I'm not sure how to feel anymore
[03:37.51]Seems like every time I write I swear my words won't form
[03:42.50]And suffocate on heights that were easy before
[03:47.82]I can't go on like this no more
[03:52.57]No more, no