[00:00.00] 作词 : Terence Odige/Caswell Senior/Rafael Cameron Jr.
[00:00.17] 作曲 : Terence Odige/Caswell Senior/Rafael Cameron Jr.
[00:00.35]This call will be recorded and monitored
[00:03.04]I have a collect call from Caswell Senior
[00:08.05]An inmate at County Detention Facility
[00:13.87]Hello
[00:16.44]Hello
[00:21.29]Hello
[00:25.96]Hello
[00:32.09]Hello
[00:47.56]Have you ever thought of suicide
[00:50.30]On a jail call while your mother cryin'
[00:53.30]She ain't understand you had to ride
[00:55.57]It was him or you it was do or die
[00:59.41]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[01:02.11]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[01:05.15]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[01:07.79]I got some shit I gotta tell y'all
[01:10.69]Slowly walkin' down the corridor
[01:13.06]I got four in 24 more
[01:16.31]They sayin' free me on the internet
[01:18.82]I'm an hour away ain't get a visit yet
[01:22.36]Plus my commissary gettin' low
[01:24.79]My nigga s on trial hope they don't blow
[01:27.67]But if they beat the case that'll be the day
[01:30.37]'Cuz nigga s fightin' murders with a legal aid
[01:33.93]All this time this can't be real
[01:36.89]Man I shoulda took a plea deal
[01:39.60]The whole system need to rebuild
[01:41.91] shit look what they did to meek mill
[01:45.51]Plus my bunkie is a junkie
[01:47.37]My baby momma told my momma she don't want me
[01:50.73]She told me what she gotta visit for
[01:53.18]And I should never bring my child on no visit floor
[01:57.07]Have you ever thought of suicide
[01:59.67]On a jail call while your mother cryin'
[02:02.72]She ain't understand you had to ride
[02:05.15]It was him or you it was do or die
[02:08.76]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[02:11.50]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[02:14.56]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[02:17.13]I got some shit I gotta tell y'all
[02:19.36]I'm just claimin' what I'm bangin' on the walk in
[02:22.66]C-74 I brought my hawk in
[02:25.52]But this sickle cell got me coughin'
[02:27.99]Feel like the only way I leave is in a coffin
[02:30.58]20-somethin' more years tryna hold on
[02:34.61]Can't wait to see the parole board
[02:37.26]But they'll probably hit me with another five
[02:39.86]Then another five sometimes I wanna cry
[02:43.00]Sittin' in my cell sometime I wanna die
[02:46.15]Kill myself sometime I wanna try
[02:48.97]Then I think of all the good times
[02:51.06]Caught another case now they took my good time
[02:54.73]They said I cut a nigga in the face
[02:57.71]But so what he was outta place
[02:59.85]And to the trappers buyin' houses livin' beautifully
[03:02.77]Don't end up in this gated community
[03:06.49]Have you ever thought of suicide
[03:09.11]On a jail call while your mother cryin'
[03:12.17]She ain't understand you had to ride
[03:14.37]It was him or you it was do or die
[03:18.25]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[03:21.05]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[03:23.85]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[03:26.52]I got some shit I gotta tell y'all
[03:28.17]Every morning I wake still livin' behind these gates
[03:30.87]My spirit start to deflate gotta live with this one mistake
[03:34.32]My man started that beef he know I had it on me
[03:37.16]I caught a body for that nigga and he ratted on me
[03:40.34]D**n that nigga ****in' with the cops
[03:42.42]My baby mom ain't just ****in' man she ****in' with the ops
[03:45.94]I should've known she was a mother****in' thot
[03:48.20]I'm thinkin' to myself
[03:49.42]Why I left my mother****in' block
[03:50.85]I shoulda stayed my a*s home in the crib chilled with the kids
[03:54.16]Went outsite shootin' a cig look what I did
[03:57.58] shit I left my babies fatherless
[04:00.68]They gon' feel how I felt when my father left
[04:03.92]Suicide thoughts just a part of stress
[04:06.58]What they givin' me meds and I'm beyond depressed
[04:09.84]So sorry momma I'mma end it all
[04:13.40]Soon as I end this call
[04:15.91]Have you ever thought of suicide
[04:18.38]On a jail call while your mother cryin'
[04:21.53]She ain't understand you had to ride
[04:23.95]It was him or you it was do or die
[04:27.58]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[04:30.26]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[04:33.24]Pick up I'm on a jail call
[04:35.90]I got some shit I gotta tell y'all