[00:00.00] 作曲 : Lucas Todd [00:22.57]Holding back a frown [00:24.63]Can't look down [00:26.07]'Cause the room is spinning [00:28.22]Shakey 'til she comes, I'd feel dumb [00:31.83]If you knew I’m missing (I'm not) [00:33.14]Mexico again, Portland wind [00:36.60]And your stupid grinning [00:38.85]Hope it's not too late, had to wait [00:42.28]I didn't have it in me (What's wrong?) [00:44.42]This is my attempt to amend [00:47.93]My past actions, I was [00:50.15]Trapped inside my head [00:52.28]Seeing red [00:53.64]Feeding gas to fire (F*ck off) [00:56.22]Haven't made it out [00:58.28]But I found solace in denial [01:01.40]You'll remember this [01:03.95]What we missed [01:05.42]It won't take a while (Come on) [01:08.56]I been tryna find peace ever since you left [01:15.81](Insane, I'm so gone now) [01:20.15]I been tryna find me ever since you left [01:27.27](Insane, I'm so gone now) [01:28.63]I been so alone now [01:31.41]Hands all on my throat now [01:34.24]I been off anxiety [01:36.88]F*ck, at least I know now [01:39.70]Everybody knows now [01:42.45]Keep me comatose, now [01:45.33]I'm just tryna find [01:47.03]What you find [01:48.49]‘Fore you come [01:49.92]Back in my life [01:51.95]I don't wanna change [01:54.32]So I blame people closest to me [01:58.64]They don’t get the half that I have [02:00.67]My part needs improving (I know) [02:03.16]You see clearly now [02:05.35]Shaved your brows [02:06.71]Started over smoothly [02:08.68]I just built these walls [02:10.68]Missed your calls [02:12.06]Put my heart in stupid (I choked) [02:14.29]That's not your black shirt [02:16.23]It was hers [02:17.68]You'd look better in it [02:19.75]We sat right here, too [02:21.86]It was new [02:23.30]Nothing ever did it (So close) [02:25.36]Maybe it's my nerves or a curse [02:28.80]They would never get it [02:31.00]Head down to your shoes [02:33.00]Through and through [02:34.33]You were always different (my own) [02:37.93]I been tryna find peace ever since you left [02:44.89](Insane, I'm so gone now) [02:49.63]I been tryna find me ever since you left [02:56.46](Insane, I'm so gone now) [02:57.76]I been so alone now [03:00.54]Hands all on my throat now [03:03.26]I been off anxiety [03:06.00]F*ck, at least I know now [03:08.84]Everybody knows now [03:11.48]Keep me comatose, now [03:14.42]I'm just tryna find [03:16.70]What you find [03:18.13]‘Fore you come [03:19.56]Back in my life