[00:46.83]Frustrating thoughts within my brain
[00:50.38]There's not too much that's keeping me sane
[00:54.06]Black cloud keeps hanging over my head
[00:57.75]She's got me in her grips i've been misled
[01:01.81]Can't get her out of my way of thinking
[01:05.29]It's come to an end but i'm still sinking
[01:09.16]Voices in my head are telling me to change
[01:12.91]My soul is screaming our god's name
[01:46.73]Sitting and waiting for feelings to pass
[01:50.35]They go nowhere they last and last
[01:54.15]Living in my world of complete solitude
[01:57.90]No one can see what i'm going through
[02:01.64]My mental wounds not wanting to heal
[02:05.51]Tears fill my eyes i drop to kneel
[02:09.38]Voices in my head still telling me to change
[02:13.01]My soul is screaming our god's name
[02:19.69]All right now
[02:23.19]Won't you listen
[02:32.17]Taking my time trying to get by
[02:35.62]Living in the past dwelling on ties
[02:39.11]Trying to overcome what she did to me
[02:42.73]Left me behind after planting her seed
[02:48.79]Her evil seed
[02:56.28]Planted in me
[03:01.83]Now i know just what it's like
[03:05.14]Got in too deep and now i pay
[03:09.01]Setting my course for the future
[03:12.92]Now i've learned your wicked ways yeah