heavens sake everyone you're standing in my way ruining all my fun you say your doing it for my sake i thought i did my best it was nearly good enough but all that effort i guess it didn't add up to very much it hurts me when you call i hear the way you're thinking i could so easily have had it all.. i could've had everything i could've had everything this perfect life i'm in screwing myself over i could've had everything i should've had everything you almost got me thinking screwing myself over screwing myself over you say that madness is doing nothing same way you hope it's gonna turn out different but you're doing it anyway i guess that's what i did with you but at least i have a reason so my apologies wont go to anyone it hurts me when you say that all my close friends hate me i really thought i had it all... i could've had everything i could've had anything this perfect life i'm in screwing myself over i could've had everything i should've had everything you almost got me thinking i'm screwing myself over (i coulda i coulda i coulda i coulda i coulda had everything i coulda i coulda i coulda i coulda i coulda had everything) i came so near to thinking i had something to learn could've had everything i could've had anything this perfect life i'm in screwing myself over could've had everything i should've had everything you almost got me thinking screwing myself over could've had everything i should've had everything this perfect life i'm in screwing myself over could've had everything i should've had everything you almost got me thinking screwing myself over screwing myself over