Girl, I've been thinking a lot about who We could have been if I was back home Just chilling with you and all my friends But dear I'm gone And that's the lousy truth . For the past 3 years I swear I've been a better man Than who I've become I know I know I know I let you down But I've been gone For too damn long . So if you go away Right now then I can guarantee That I won't break your heart But if you go and stay then baby I will hope and pray that you will run away Cause dear it breaks my heart To see you here . So shine outward, not inward You've been a selfish little girl For the past 3 years I've been through more than you could know And God I don't want you to know . What I have been through Cause you just wouldn't understand You're just a girl with some issues As bad as it may sound But you're the girl who's been driving me mad . So if you go away Right now that I can guarantee That I won't break your heart But if you go and stay then baby I will hope and pray that you will run away Cause dear it breaks my heart To see you here . So go to school in Chicago Find a new boy, a new life A whole new set of friends Cause all that I will ever do is break your heart And dear it breaks my heart To see you here . Yead dear it breaks my heart To see you here . But that just so you know... . I've been thinking a lot about who we could have been If I was back home Just chilling with you and all my friends But dear I'm gone And that's the lousy truth .