作词 : Motion City Soundtrack 作曲 : Motion City Soundtrack (In this department) Let's get ****ed up and die I'm speaking figuratively, of course Like the last time that I committed suicide, social suicide Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs I've learned to love the lie I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense, yeah Let me in, let me into the club, cause I wanna belong And I need to get strong, and if memory serves I'm addicted to words and they're useless (In this department) Let's get ****ed up and die I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode I'm about to explode I'm a mess, I'm a wreck I am perfect, and I have learned to accept all my problems and shortcomings Cause I am so visceral, yet deeply inept I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds And all the things that don't get old Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know It's the only way I have learned to express myself around other people's descriptions of life I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless (In this department) Let's get ****ed up and die For the last time with feeling, we'll try not to smile As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights That's no shocking surprise I believe that I can overcome this and beat everything in the end But I choose to abuse for the time being Maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die Sister soldiers, you’ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame If I could ever repay you, I would, but I'm hard up for cash And my memory lacks initiative God damn, the liquor store's close, we were so close to scoring It hurts, it destroys, till it kills I am tired and hungry and totally useless