[00:00.00] 作词 : Motion City Soundtrack [00:00.00] 作曲 : Motion City Soundtrack [00:00.00](In this department) [00:02.272]Let's get ****ed up and die [00:06.519]I'm speaking figuratively, of course [00:12.978]Like the last time that I committed suicide, social suicide [00:17.842]Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside [00:22.643]But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs [00:26.909]I've learned to love the lie [00:33.329]I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent [00:40.672]I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense, yeah [00:45.148]Let me in, let me into the club, cause I wanna belong [00:48.382]And I need to get strong, and if memory serves [00:54.047]I'm addicted to words and they're useless [00:54.841] [00:57.558](In this department) [01:00.765]Let's get ****ed up and die [01:05.058]I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie [01:09.138]And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode [01:11.534]I'm about to explode [01:13.950]I'm a mess, I'm a wreck [01:20.691]I am perfect, and I have learned to accept all my problems and shortcomings [01:24.700]Cause I am so visceral, yet deeply inept [01:31.671]I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds [01:34.894]And all the things that don't get old [01:38.947]Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know [01:45.760]It's the only way I have learned to express myself around other people's descriptions of life [01:50.325]I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless [01:51.909] [01:55.909](In this department) [01:59.177]Let's get ****ed up and die [02:02.941]For the last time with feeling, we'll try not to smile [02:07.263]As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights [02:09.931]That's no shocking surprise [02:16.646]I believe that I can overcome this and beat everything in the end [02:19.857]But I choose to abuse for the time being [02:23.906]Maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die [02:29.544]Sister soldiers, you’ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame [02:34.954]If I could ever repay you, I would, but I'm hard up for cash [02:38.167]And my memory lacks initiative [02:41.714]God damn, the liquor store's close, we were so close to scoring [02:44.403]It hurts, it destroys, till it kills [02:52.461]I am tired and hungry and totally useless [03:01.555]