Hey Box Elder  where'd you go
Hey Box Elder  take me with you
Loneliness  I don't exist  that's fine  okay
A slickened wrist and all of this will end  okay
Hey Box Elder  I'm terrified of everything at night
Hey Box Elder  I'm terrified of what I lack inside me
Caught me talking to myself again
One by one  we all go marching in
I hate myself and no one else
But I lie so well  that you'd never tell
If I let you in  it would end us both
I care too much to leave this host
Loneliness  I don't exist  that's fine  okay
December's gift  a constant fist to spine  okay
I'm terrified of everything at night
Hey Box Elder
A dying wish to care if I exist
Hey Box Elder
Caught me talking to myself again
One by one  we all go marching in
I hate myself and no one else
But I lie so well  that you'd never tell
If I let you in  it would end us both
I care too much to leave this host
When loneliness comes crashing in
I will always sink  I'll never swim
It's the game I play  it's the course I curse
The constant captive at my worst
When I'm at my worst
Hey Box Elder  take me with you
Hey Box Elder  take me with you