[00:00.00]Taking my time then I run away
[00:01.72]I sit and watch it disintegrate
[00:03.27]They treat me bad I got nothing to say
[00:05.14]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape
[00:06.96]Crossing my fingers before I fall
[00:08.60]Hoping my stories never be told
[00:10.57]And if you heard them forget my name
[00:12.50]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame
[00:14.49]Taking my time then I run away
[00:16.00]I sit and watch it disintegrate
[00:18.11]They treat me bad I got nothing to say
[00:19.85]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape
[00:21.59]Crossing my fingers before I fall
[00:23.03]Hoping my stories never be told
[00:25.29]And if you heard them forget my name
[00:27.15]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame
[00:29.05]Taking my time then I run away
[00:30.89]I sit and watch it disintegrate
[00:33.06]They treat me bad I got nothing to say
[00:34.75]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape
[00:36.46]Crossing my fingers before I fall
[00:38.27]Hoping my stories never be told
[00:40.12]And if you heard them forget my name
[00:41.92]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame
[00:44.37]Got too many voices
[00:46.00]Screaming in my head right now
[00:47.33]Thinking is my poison
[00:49.18]Ain't too hard to figure out
[00:50.92]It's been getting way too tough
[00:52.93]I can't even trust my luck
[00:54.93]Everything that makes me sad
[00:56.56]Don't wanna let go my heart
[00:58.40]I have been hanging out a lot
[01:01.94]But how could this help break the fall
[01:06.32]Cause when I come back in the dark
[01:09.52]It feels like stomping on my heart
[01:13.09]Taking my time then I run away
[01:15.22]I sit and watch it disintegrate
[01:17.00]They treat me bad I got nothing to say
[01:19.02]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape
[01:20.73]Crossing my fingers before I fall
[01:22.40]Hoping my stories never be told
[01:24.44]And if you heard them forget my name
[01:26.22]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame
[01:27.99]Taking my time then I run away
[01:29.74]I sit and watch it disintegrate
[01:31.75]They treat me bad I got nothing to say
[01:33.73]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape
[01:35.52]Crossing my fingers before I fall
[01:37.34]Hoping my stories never be told
[01:39.04]And if you heard them forget my name
[01:40.98]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame
[01:42.90]And i’m trying hard, i ran all i can, but i can’t get far
[01:46.46]God will you hear past all the star
[01:48.03]And heal up all my battle scars
[01:49.83]I can’t face my face no more
[01:51.69]My heart beats fine, but it feels so sore
[01:53.13]I got all i want but i feel so poor
[01:55.45]I give it all up, face on floor
[01:57.16]I remember all the days, I would go to bed drunk
[01:59.41]Cry in my room, I don’t wanna wake up
[02:01.11]I'd lie to my friends and pretend i’m not stuck
[02:03.04]I was dead inside, til God came clutch
[02:04.80]I was locked up in the basement
[02:06.49]Dried tears on my face but i taste it
[02:08.13]When i die, don’t bury me in words of my pride
[02:09.95]Let my name go die, don’t save it
[02:12.24]Taking my time then I run away
[02:14.28]I sit and watch it disintegrate
[02:16.18]They treat me bad I got nothing to say
[02:18.05]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape
[02:19.84]Crossing my fingers before I fall
[02:21.55]Hoping my stories never be told
[02:23.41]And if you heard them forget my name
[02:25.35]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame
[02:27.19]Taking my time then I run away
[02:28.98]I sit and watch it disintegrate
[02:30.99]They treat me bad I got nothing to say
[02:32.80]Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape
[02:34.52]Crossing my fingers before I fall
[02:36.45]Hoping my stories never be told
[02:38.14]And if you heard them forget my name
[02:39.76]Cause every word's bout to bring me shame