[00:12.04]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not [00:17.63]I'm always so hungover, it's alot [00:23.23]And I know I should quit [00:25.83]But it's so hard to admit [00:28.81]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not [00:35.69]I wish that I could put you down [00:38.14]But all I wanna do is drown [00:40.94]I hate the way you make me feel [00:43.37]But you're the only way that I can deal [00:46.73]With all my past mistakes [00:49.55]You help me just escape [00:52.23]I wish that I could put you down [00:54.96]But all I wanna do is drown [00:58.22]I don't know how I would survive [01:02.19]Without you in my life [01:04.69]Maybe I'm not not alright [01:08.44]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not [01:14.27]I'm always so hungover, it's alot [01:19.59]And I know I should quit [01:22.36]But it's so hard to admit [01:25.30]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not [01:32.26]Sometimes I have to ask myself [01:34.81]Why I put myself through hell [01:37.46]Dependency is so, so cruel [01:40.25]It pushes me to break all rules [01:43.14]Like don't give in to that [01:46.11]When you're upset or sad [01:48.97]But honestly, I'm not that strong [01:51.77]I just wanna know [01:52.83]Where I went wrong [01:55.05]I don't know how I would survive [01:58.52]Without you in my life [02:01.15]Maybe I'm not alright [02:05.20]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not [02:10.81]I'm always so hungover, it's alot [02:16.31]And I know I should quit [02:19.01]But it's so hard to admit [02:21.94]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not [02:27.70]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not [02:33.15]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not [02:42.81]Yeah, I'm not(×3) [02:50.24]And I know I should quit [02:53.06]But it's so hard to admit [02:55.76]I wanna say I'm sober [02:58.04]But I'm not