It's late at night the worlds asleep
And I'm trying not to think
I take some pills csuse my mind bleeds
I'm thinking what is wrong with me
Because the only thing I know
About honesty
Is every lie I told
That you believed I'm afraid to be alone
I'm afraid that one day you'll find out
And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
But I'm too afraid to come clean
My life's still free in the house of cards
Now I can't look you in your eye's
Because the guilt is killing me
I try disconnect my heart again just so I can breathe
I wanna be myself again
But I just can't cause I'm afraid
To be alone
I'm afraid that one day you'll find out
And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
But I'm too afraid to come clean
My life's still free in the house of cards
It's such a shame what I've become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cause I'm trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn't me isn't me
You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
I'm too afraid to come clean
Cause my life's still free in the house of cards oooh
You'll be amazed oooh
You'll be amazed