I  don't  even  know  if  he  still  thinks  of  me
Once  he  got  onboard  that  unforgiving  train
I  imagine  that  he  whiled  away  the  time
Through  the  cold  gray  morning  and  the  city  rain
Thinking  of  somebody  else  who'll  run  to  him
Who'll  ask  him  did  you  miss  me,maybe  now  and  then
Laughing  he'll  say  well  he  met  this  funny  girl
But  just  a  summer  think  he  won't  see  her  again
Oh  God  I  hope  I'm  wrong
But  I'm  not  feeling  very  strong
I've  been  so  up  and  down  so  sad
So  happy,feeling  good  and  bad
I'm  young  I'm  old  I  laugh  I  cry
I  tell  the  truth  but  that's  a  lie
I've  been  so  in  and  out  so  wild
So  well  behaved  so  pure  defiled  oh  solitudine
That  word  I  hate  to  say
And  no  I  was  not  crazy  to  do  what  we  did
I  even  wish  I'd  been  a  bit  more  crazy  still
And  kept  a  little  more  of  him  to  see  me  through
He  loved  me  all  he  could  I  never  had  my  fill
And  then  I'm  back  inside  my  room  he  knows  so  well
I  feel  again  the  way  he  moved  I  take  it  slow
I  talk  to  him  and  he  becomes  a  part  of  me
And  then  I  know  he'll  never  let  the  summer  go
Oh  God  I  hope  I'm  right
I  won't  give  in  without  a  fight
And  I  can  take  the  words  they  throw
At  me  for  none  of  them  could  know
That  we  had  something  very  few
Will  ever  find  their  whole  life  through
I  wouldn't  change  a  single  day
Although  the  price  I  have  to  pay  is  solitudine
The  loneliness  is  tearing  me  apart
It  tears  me  up  it  pull  me  down  and  then
It  wraps  around  my  heart  oh  solitudine
Does  he  remember  all  he  said  to  me
I've  been  so  up  and  down  so  sad
So  happy  feeling  good  and  bad
I'm  young  I'm  old  I  laugh  I  cry
I  tell  the  truth  but  that's  a  lie
I've  been  so  in  and  out  so  wild
So  well  behaved  so  pure  defiled  oh  solitudine
Does  he  remember  all  he  said  to  me
And  I  can  take  the  words  they  throw
At  me  for  none  of  them  could  know
That  we  had  something  very  few
Will  ever  find  their  whole  life  through
I  wouldn't  change  single  day
Although  the  price  I  have  to  pay  is  solitudine