作词 : J0KER
 作曲 : J0KER
Dear joker, how’s it been? Are mom and dad okay?
Oh and how are you by the way? Recently I’m not too great, but
I met a girl, shit , almost took her as my whole life
Fortunately, she didn’t hurt me she just ran away
Something happened to dad, I just can’t say
But I know you still remember it, hey!
I’m talking to you Mr. J, I got a whole lotta things to say
Please don’t turn your back on me, don’t walk away, stay
You must be very tired right now but please keep being awake
Still trying to find someone to love? Just forget about it
How many years has it been? Give it up, you will never succeed
So let’s look back at everything that we did: nothing but grieve
Crying alone every night will only make you dream about nightmares, just can’t sleep
Remember dad told us when we were little, that everyone needs self-discipline
Otherwise later will suffer great amount of pain, it’s true now I’m almost insane
I hurt a lot of people now I gotta pay’em, back till they all feel the same
But, when I apologize I have no clue what am I saying
Don’t know what kinda things you are doing right now but I want you to be happy
Don’t know if you got someone to love right now but I want you to be ready
People change but we don’t, that’s what we said when we were little, right?
Hope that you still need everything I need right now, ha, kinda funny
Shawn said that life’s a struggle, still don’t know how to face all kinds of troubles
Days and nights, I’ve been asking myself am I able to bring food to my table
but I, just can’t think while others are actually doing things
Cuz I, will be one step, two step, three steps behind all I can do is following
Man, there’re still a lotta things to do, don’t give it up
I know, I know it’s hard, life is a journey but you, you still gotta laugh
Maybe, this is life, maybe you will learn how to love
Maybe at the end of the world, nothing will be left
Hey joker, nice to see you, your letter, your words, I think it do matters
Mom and dad are fine, they are fine, but I think they can live better
If you ever worked harder, their lives now will be much better
I don’t blame on you but I blame myself, cuz now I’m getting older and older
And now I know what it feels like to watch the younger me grow up
Yeah it needs a lot of love but, meanwhile diligence are needed a lot
Time is life, this saying is truth, no matter if others are right or not
Stop wasting your time like before you’ve grown up and start to fight it now!
Why were you so lazy that you don’t want to do anything just laying on your bed?
Why when you were studying you have so many other thoughts going through your head?
Look at what you’ve done for these years! Look at it! Nothing!
Being the older you I wanna shout to you to hoping you can be at least something!
Searching for love without improving yourself is just like daydreaming
Being in bed all day just crying, gosh, are you f**king kidding me??
Don’t have the courage to fight destiny, just saying:这是我的命
Well then f**k the destiny, I’m the one who will define my life’s meaning
Don’t be too over-confident cuz you have no idea what you are going to face
You have to keep learning just in order to keep up this world’s pace
Otherwise you’re gonna be like Steve Rogers who are shocked and amazed
By how fast this world is developing, you need to keep it up, it’s never too late
I won’t be your spiritual leader I will become your nightmare; I will build my empire
I will stay in your head and I’m not going anywhere; I will burn you up just like fire
I will keep shouting to you let you keep running like I’m your coach, I will never retire
Don’t ever promise what you won’t or ain’t able to do, you know I hate liar!
There’s not much time left and I think you should know that time flies
There’s no chance to turn right and you need to run in a straight line
There’re good lies and bad lies in this world but I don’t want you to keep lying
There’re still many things to do cuz I don’t want you to regret while dying
Said a lotta shit , hope you are not tired of this shit
But I, do want you to listen to me, just like mom and dad said
I want you to have less difficulties while you grow up
So, yeah, these are my words to you, hope you remember it