[00:00.00] 作词 : Dan Haynes/Mark Richard Jr./Chris Michaud
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Dan Haynes/Mark Richard Jr./Chris Michaud
[00:19.18]Yeah
[00:22.67]His name is Tom, but his friends call him T
[00:24.96]Been going to bed at three, he's barely been gettin' sleep
[00:27.27]Yeah, he has a family that he never gets to see
[00:29.84]Spends his time on the poster, people he wants to be
[00:32.51]He needs another dopamine hit, every like, every pic
[00:35.75]Influencers out here influencin' him
[00:38.07]Don't realize that they're not influencin' shit
[00:40.80]But to buy some more products
[00:42.31]To make them more rich Mother****ers
[00:44.45]Tom wants attention
[00:45.66]Don't realize real life is worth more than his mentions
[00:48.14]He's stressin', works nine-to-five just to pay for his pension
[00:51.25]He questions his purpose, feels low,
[00:53.12]So he posts to suppress it
[00:54.55]Let the comments rain
[00:56.28]A bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his name
[00:58.79]A bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his pain
[01:01.39]The biggest battle that he fights is his own damn brain, ****
[01:04.64]His self-worth is tied to an app
[01:06.64]Another day, another panic attack
[01:08.48]Another person on his pics
[01:09.82]Remindin' him of everything that he lacks
[01:11.49]He doesn't cry, so instead he just laughs and says
[01:14.24]"I feel the push and the pull
[01:18.00]Evil in my head won't go
[01:20.45]I've been here before
[01:22.27]Think I need help, I know
[01:24.94]'Cause I don't feel myself no more
[01:28.08]When I could never close these doors
[01:30.82]And my head is so alone
[01:33.31]Never felt this far from home"
[01:35.52]Yeah, her name is Susan, but her friends call her Sue
[01:37.27]Got pregnant, had a baby last June
[01:38.90]She should be over the moon
[01:39.99]But lately she's been feelin', it's hard and harder to move
[01:42.81]She struggles to do the things she used to love and I knew
[01:45.41]But she's supposed to be a mom, shit
[01:47.38]Her feelings feel like they been thrown into a moshpit
[01:49.69]And everyone keeps congratulating her
[01:51.47]Like she just won a ****in' Grammy
[01:53.26]Since her granny passed away,
[01:54.39]She's been an inch away from lost it
[01:55.86]Went to bed nauseous, woke up feelin' nauseous
[01:58.53]Can barely pay the bills or fill the fridge in her apartment
[02:00.99]Went online for help, but all she found was people talk shit
[02:03.80]Her baby has to grow up in a world so toxic, damn
[02:06.84]Was havin' kids a mistake? Heh
[02:09.00]No one admits it, even if they relate
[02:11.16]She hits a feeling that she's better replaced
[02:13.10]Been gettin' high and drinkin' wine just to get through a day
[02:15.64]Just too much on her plate,
[02:16.83]Doctors tell her just to take more pills
[02:18.79]Tried one, she don't like how it feels
[02:20.81]Knows that people have it worse,
[02:22.24]But it doesn't make her pain less real
[02:23.99]Tells her friends, time will hopefully heal, 'cause
[02:26.71]I feel the push and the pull
[02:30.10]Evil in my head won't go
[02:31.96]I've been here before
[02:34.43]Think I need help, I know
[02:37.14]'Cause I don't feel myself no more
[02:40.36]When I could never close these doors
[02:43.04]And my head is so alone
[02:45.53]Never felt this far from home
[02:47.68]Yeah, his name is Mark, a lot of people call him Witt
[02:49.54]He started makin' music just to show 'em he can spit
[02:51.89]Make a little money, buy his mom and dad a whip
[02:54.42]Proved to everyone who doubted him that he could make it big
[02:57.00]Muh****er's on the way,
[02:58.37]Uses pain to paint the people his picture
[03:00.41]The ones that want the most of,
[03:01.78]They never started off with ya
[03:03.12]Somehow he hasn't gone off and lost himself into liquor
[03:05.51]Or sold his soul for a playlist to play his shit,
[03:07.58]Can you picture this?
[03:08.54]Almost losing your sister, then you losing your dad
[03:10.52]Then you losing your love or the love that you thought you had
[03:13.31]Then you losing yourself writing "Losing You," calling MAX
[03:15.78]You're blessed and you ****in' know it,
[03:17.15]Feel bad for just feelin' bad, but
[03:18.78]He's scared that everyone will use him
[03:21.24]Every day is more a product and less and less of a human
[03:23.52]Lately he's been feelin' like Truman,
[03:25.34]Would people care if they lose him?
[03:26.82]They criticize,
[03:27.61]But can't help playing him the music, I feel the–
[03:29.23]I feel the push and the pull
[03:31.51]Evil in my head won't go
[03:33.91]I've been here before
[03:36.63]Think I need help, I know
[03:39.35]'Cause I don't feel myself no more
[03:42.35]When I could never close these doors
[03:44.99]And my head is so alone
[03:47.60]Never felt this far from home
[03:50.11]'Cause I don't feel myself no more
[03:52.67]When I could never close these doors
[03:55.27]And my head is so alone
[03:57.85]Never felt this far from home