And now a road connects the cul-de-sac To the adjacent development But there used to be trees stretching back And there was no way through And I was thankful for the mystery But by the time that girl had hanged herself I could have looked out my back window And watched her neck just snap Baseball field lights that shine over the shedding pine Each bulb's a blinding sphere in the secular nation Unhurried sirens moan Pitches that glaze my eyes She's just a pale fleshy typewriter-light Advertisement for a wind chime that emits rays Which resonate in the polluted sky All entrances to the Merritt blocked off I mean I'd love to believe that death's just the beginning As the shutters fly open and the breeze gives me pause I know what's out there Morning phone calls silence and resentment And craters a new moon built in a line