作曲 : Ahmed, Crewdson, Napolitano Now you don't look at me With jaded eyes And don't you accuse me of compromise Because this is the first day of the rest of my life Today I married myself, and I became my own wife I used to give it away I used to give it away I used to live and breathe and bleed for you Every day Now don't you think of me As the keeper of the flame Because I would much prefer to be labeled insane Oh yes I'd rather be the fool out dancing in the rain Than spending my life in chronic pain I would rather be the idiot on the corner shouting out.. I used to care, I used to cry I used to obsess about it I used to thi nk it was my destiny To suffer and sigh Now I just want to be high Naturally high Sacrifice, that was my vice I used to be that kind, I used to be that nice I lived to serve until I found my nerve But now I need what I deserve I was the one who wanted everything for everyone I was the one who wanted everything for everyone But not anymore So don't you judge me You bastards of young You son of a son You daugher of none No don't you tell me who and I how I need to be As long as I'm free I will be so I'll be My love is too much my love is too strong And to not love myself can only be wrong Mothers with children put the mask on you first 'cause its getting a whole lot worse I was the one who wanted everything for everyone I was the one who wanted everything for everyone But not anymore