[00:03.460]How long was I sleeping? [00:08.550]what time is it now? [00:14.270]Thursday? [00:16.910]really? [00:19.400]how long was I out? [00:27.420]how long was that dream [00:29.870]that I was thinking [00:33.750]I was thinking was real [00:40.620]how long has it been since [00:43.950]I wanted to feel again [00:47.840]and I so want to feel again [00:50.530]I'm scarred [00:54.560]I am so scarred [01:01.390]I am so scarred [01:07.160]and I will never be the same [01:14.940]but that's alright [01:19.430]as long as I can breathe and I can move [01:22.460]and I can sleep at night [01:32.610]in every dream I dream is you [01:37.400]in everything I try to do [01:44.970]in every way I want to be [01:48.430]in who I think is me [01:51.810]and how I want to be and [01:54.460]I'm scared [01:58.600]I am so scared [02:05.230]I am so old [02:11.740]I am so scarred [02:17.930]I am so [02:48.840]How long was I sleeping? [02:55.170]what time is it now? [03:01.000]Thursday? [03:03.400]really? [03:05.830]how long was I out? [03:15.760]I am so scarred [03:21.880]I am so [03:28.310]skin and bone and heart [03:31.800]is so old and tired [03:35.530]I am so old so [03:45.460]scarred