drifting response, slow reactionconscious and comatosesleepwalking through every eventinjecting maximum dosetransparent sicknessvisible riversthe pale of flesh, the chill of sweatfunction depleting, agony leechingeroded figure in pain and... deadtaking all blame, sense the shamedead and still in paina damned creation, dissimulationdead and still in painblissful end, attempted againdead and still in painsick of the same, taking the blamedead and still in pain!my fleeting rapture, no emotionlimited human abilitieswaving my hands in front of my facesight forever locked in stare