[00:10.22]I wish you had been at your memorial
[00:14.81]Seeing someone proposing on stage
[00:20.45]I couldn't get through my song for you
[00:25.05]When it came to saying your name
[00:30.05]I can still see the room at the hospital
[00:36.14]Pretty, painted tile
[00:40.64]I can still see your skin turning purple
[00:45.58]Mainly on the nail
[00:51.11]
[00:54.23]Can you hear me?
[01:00.32]Did you mean it?
[01:05.02]Did you plan it out?
[01:10.17]Or was it an accident?
[01:13.96]
[01:16.61]Time, time, up and down the blue screen
[01:21.58]It's dawn and I'm insane
[01:26.68]Love's just a word and not what the word means
[01:31.58]But I'll say it just the same
[01:36.51]Talking to an entity
[01:41.53]Made of endless night
[01:46.66]I dream in TV dialogue
[01:51.72]A world of shadow and light
[01:55.11]
[02:01.21]I know it don't work that way
[02:05.70]But maybe you'll come back some day
[02:11.30]I know it don't work like that
[02:16.53]But maybe you could take it back
[02:20.39]
[02:48.34]Now that there's no need to say a word
[02:53.39]Can I still make amends?
[02:57.45]But silence, the only kindness I heard
[03:03.52]Forgiveness, the only revenge
[03:08.97]Needing all of the people
[03:13.03]I've heard of from your past
[03:18.47]Reading through all of your letters
[03:23.76]Looking for your love
[03:27.21]
[03:34.30]You told that me love
[03:38.89]Is when someone asks you
[03:43.64]"Please leave me alone"
[03:48.83]And you really do
[03:54.29]You looked into my eyes
[03:58.85]'Til I was your mother's son
[04:03.95]I tried to look away
[04:07.99]But saw you in everyone
[04:14.33]I wish you had been at your memorial
[04:19.57]Seeing someone proposing on stage