Who I was before I can not recall
The man I am today I don't know
I can not believe
I used to be in control
Now I'm out of reach
But I don't know for how long
I feel so strong, but I'm so weak
Can't move on, but I need to leave
Need to stay, but I don't know why
Need to know, before I die
I can not leave
I need to stay in place
I feel so sick and the darkness stays