[00:14.48]Here I am, sleeping alone,
[00:18.11]Away from the world.
[00:20.80]I know my voice can’t be heard.
[00:26.42]And I awoke fighting for help,
[00:30.30]But I'm drowned out
[00:34.24]By the screams of those
[00:37.99]Who’ve finally lost their minds
[00:41.92]And the rest of their lives.
[00:45.74]Honestly, if there's not a chance in hell,
[00:48.67]I might as well admit myself.
[00:51.55]You're under my skin and over my head.
[00:57.86]I'm hearing these voices in my dreams.
[01:00.80]It's over and over.
[01:05.55]I'm afraid I'll never escape.
[01:10.36]You and your words sound so bitter
[01:13.93]Can you remember the last time they weren't?
[01:16.61]Is this something that I deserve?
[01:18.86]The palms of my hands are bleeding again.
[01:25.79]Here I am, locked in this room,
[01:29.36]Holding onto my life.
[01:32.05]I know if I ever survive,
[01:37.66]You will see the monster inside
[01:41.22]But I swear to you they’ve led me,
[01:46.59]They led me to this.
[01:49.77]'Cause I almost lost my mind
[01:53.14]And the rest of my life.
[01:57.03]Honestly, if there's not a chance in hell,
[01:59.83]I might as well admit myself.
[02:02.81]You're under my skin and over my head.
[02:09.12]I'm hearing these voices in my dreams.
[02:12.00]It's over and over.
[02:15.12]I'm afraid I’m going insane.
[02:21.56]Is this my fault?
[02:24.56]Did I bring this upon myself?
[02:27.55]I can't go on without your help.
[02:33.25]And I tried to believe that I’d make it on my own.
[02:41.33]I'm becoming the man
[02:44.26]You tried to destroy for years.
[02:50.63]Which would be worse
[02:53.33]To live my life as a monster
[02:58.88]Or to die as a good man?