[00:00.000] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:01.000] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:16.061]Yeah, look [00:17.508]I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though [00:20.430]Yeah, I been on it for a while, don't know how to put it down [00:22.934]Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though [00:25.051]I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit [00:27.202]Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though [00:28.986]I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk [00:31.270]I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone [00:33.085]But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to [00:34.971]Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to [00:36.715]World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood [00:38.611]You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose [00:40.890]I swear I'm tryna get it together [00:43.100]Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better [00:44.939]I like to rap but I ain't gon' do it forever [00:47.028]Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up [00:48.981]Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best [00:51.069]And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can handle regrets [00:53.203]'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head [00:55.184]Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath [00:57.170]Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it [00:59.394]Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again [01:01.283]I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is [01:03.287]But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit [01:05.402] [01:05.538]Runnin' from change [01:09.207]I'm lookin' for change [01:13.476]I'm searchin' for change [01:17.709]I'm lookin' for change [01:21.544]I just want, I just want change [01:22.705] [01:23.046]Yeah, I don't like new things [01:24.437]Got a lot of mood swings [01:26.328]Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative? [01:29.389]I don't wanna hear what you think [01:30.712]Yeah, tossin' in my sleep [01:32.438]Every night feel like two weeks [01:34.540]Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better [01:36.987]Can't help it, that's just me [01:38.116]Lies, that's me avoidin' the change [01:40.376]Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away [01:42.286]Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain [01:44.505]Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place [01:46.445]Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different [01:48.530]That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven [01:50.678]Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed [01:52.355]Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute [01:54.710]I need change [01:55.953]Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right? [01:57.033]But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life [01:58.971]And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy [02:00.976]But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar [02:03.035]Change [02:04.107]It somethin' that I know I should do [02:05.349]I'm a little uncomfortable, to tell you the truth [02:06.959]But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose [02:09.034]See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room [02:10.918] [02:11.116]Lookin' for change [02:14.610]I'm lookin' for change [02:18.820]I'm searchin' for change [02:22.940]I'm lookin' for change [02:26.646]I just want, I just want— [02:27.834] [02:28.149]I need a moment of silence [02:29.986]I don't like change, but I'll try it [02:31.889]I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do [02:33.940]Why are they always defiant? [02:35.697]See, all my emotions are liars [02:38.054]All my emotions are violent [02:40.110]They don't want freedom to find me [02:42.237]Mention a name and everybody riots (Change) [02:43.956]Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals [02:46.062]They keep on workin', but I know [02:48.050]Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so [02:49.313]I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope [02:51.966]Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change) [02:53.530]I'm tryna be on their side though [02:55.063]Should I feel comfortable? I don't [02:56.258]Last year, I felt suicidal [02:58.093]This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more [03:00.435] [03:00.600]I'm lookin' for change [03:02.444]I'm lookin' for (Yeah) [03:04.349]I'm searchin' for change [03:06.263]I'm lookin' for [03:08.271]I just want, I just want change [03:09.216]I'm lookin' for (Yeah) [03:12.292]I'm searchin' for change [03:14.391]I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy) [03:16.495]I just want, I just want change [03:18.527]Yeah, I'm lookin' for [03:20.245]I'm searchin' for change [03:22.462]I'm lookin' for (Yeah) [03:24.072]I just want, I just want change [03:26.244]I'm lookin' for (Ayy) [03:28.597]I'm searchin' for change [03:30.740]I'm lookin' for, yeah [03:32.424]I just want, I just want change