[00:00.00] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:00.38] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:00.76]I don't see you like I should [00:05.03]You look so misunderstood [00:09.88]And I wish I could help [00:13.39]But it's hard when I hate myself [00:16.85]Pray to God with my arms open [00:20.86]If this is it, then I feel hopeless [00:25.33]And I wish I could help [00:29.62]But it's hard when I hate myself [00:32.42]Yeah, late nights are the worst for me [00:33.87]They bring out the worst in me [00:35.20]Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think [00:37.17]If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me [00:39.59]All the core beliefs [00:40.67]And every mornin' I wake up and feel like [00:42.39]I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace [00:43.79]I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me [00:45.70]Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak" [00:47.78]It's kinda weird [00:48.58]Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me [00:50.29]To get away is if I pour the drink [00:51.74]That's more deceit, more defeat [00:53.08]Is this really what I'm born to be? [00:54.57]That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique [00:56.34]So poor, but I'm so wealthy [00:57.73]Need help, but you can't help me [00:59.27]What else can the world sell me? [01:00.85]Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock [01:03.42]But it's not healthy [01:04.40]I don't see you like I should [01:08.75]You look so misunderstood [01:13.91]And I wish I could help [01:17.65]But it's hard when I hate myself [01:20.71]Pray to God with my arms open [01:24.90]If this is it, then I feel hopeless [01:28.83]And I wish I could help [01:33.85]But it's hard when I hate myself [01:36.34]Yeah, late nights get the best of me [01:37.78]They know how to get to me [01:39.15]Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me [01:41.57]But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief [01:43.73]So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful [01:45.69]What is success when hope has left you? [01:47.86]I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record [01:49.71]I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! [01:52.18]Come across like it's so easy [01:53.75]But I feel like you don't need me [01:55.23]When I feel like you don't need me [01:56.65]Then I feel like you don't see me [01:58.23]And my life has no meaning, drain me [02:00.25]Hands out, tryna ask for love [02:01.80]But when I get it, I just pass it up [02:03.22]Throw it away and think about it later [02:04.67]Diggin' through the trash for drugs [02:05.97]Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't [02:07.52]I'm scared because [02:08.34]I don't see you like I should [02:13.02]You look so misunderstood [02:17.80]And I wish I could help [02:21.43]But it's hard when I hate myself [02:24.53]Pray to God with my arms open [02:28.95]If this is it, then I feel hopeless [02:32.86]And I wish I could help [02:37.70]But it's hard when I hate myself [02:40.53]I walk through the ashes of my passions [02:42.37]Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket [02:44.20]Get lost in the questions I can't answer [02:46.17]Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter [02:48.23]We scream to be free, but I stay captured [02:50.21]Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions [02:52.22]Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking [02:54.22]Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it [02:59.25]But I can't have it [03:01.71]Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it [03:06.36]But I can't have it [03:10.18]Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it [03:12.44]I don't see you like I should [03:16.93]You look so misunderstood [03:21.58]And I wish I could help [03:25.56]But it's hard when I hate myself [03:28.58]Pray to God with my arms open [03:32.86]If this is it, then I feel hopeless [03:36.87]And I wish I could help [03:41.55]But it's hard when I hate myself [03:46.63]Hate myself [03:48.96]But it's hard when I hate myself [03:54.17]Hate myself [03:56.71]But it's hard when I hate myself [04:00.89]When I hate myself [04:04.97]It's kinda hard when I hate myself [04:10.87]I hate myself [04:13.47]It's hard when I hate myself